haruechan (haruechan) wrote,

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Looking for cheer-ups!

Still with the flu and my RL still a little mess.

I've been thinking a lot about my future, about my job and my studies... I realized that I've spent a decade always studying just to get a degree, not to do something I like, and just because everyone in my family have a degree... I started having doubts about what I was doing, about what I wanted to do with my life...

Don't get me wrong, I do love my job, even though it's a little chaotic at the moment... the problem is, I can't really make a career out of it... or I could, but I really don't want to (corporate world is not my life and never will be). And my current paycheck isn't something I intend to keep forever (as the only income, at least).

So - while I know we shouldn't take too seriously these kind of thoughts and feeling we have when sick - I've been thinking... and I may have found something that I can invest my time/money with and still be passionate about. So, I started feeling a lot better with myself, despise the flu, and decided to finally update my journals!

Now I need a little support to finish some graphics!! Because the last week I hardly opened photoshop! True, the most creative I got was with one texture set I'll post today, along with the icon set (that's totally overdue!).

So, please, f-list... cheer me up so I can finish those au_bigbang fanarts! I have a notebook full of sketchs and ideas and episodes with great caps to mix together, even musics as inspirations... but, well, my muse dies on me the moment I open the photoshop... =/
Tags: rants
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