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27 April 2010 @ 09:05 pm
Looking for cheer-ups!  
Still with the flu and my RL still a little mess.

I've been thinking a lot about my future, about my job and my studies... I realized that I've spent a decade always studying just to get a degree, not to do something I like, and just because everyone in my family have a degree... I started having doubts about what I was doing, about what I wanted to do with my life...

Don't get me wrong, I do love my job, even though it's a little chaotic at the moment... the problem is, I can't really make a career out of it... or I could, but I really don't want to (corporate world is not my life and never will be). And my current paycheck isn't something I intend to keep forever (as the only income, at least).

So - while I know we shouldn't take too seriously these kind of thoughts and feeling we have when sick - I've been thinking... and I may have found something that I can invest my time/money with and still be passionate about. So, I started feeling a lot better with myself, despise the flu, and decided to finally update my journals!

Now I need a little support to finish some graphics!! Because the last week I hardly opened photoshop! True, the most creative I got was with one texture set I'll post today, along with the icon set (that's totally overdue!).

So, please, f-list... cheer me up so I can finish those au_bigbang fanarts! I have a notebook full of sketchs and ideas and episodes with great caps to mix together, even musics as inspirations... but, well, my muse dies on me the moment I open the photoshop... =/
Current Mood: sicksick
Diego: by my sidediek09 on April 28th, 2010 02:10 am (UTC)
Oh pal, you're still sick. Not good at all. I wish I could go to take care of you but can't.

This periods always work for thinking a bit about life but you shouldn't think so much anyway.

Go with your graphics and finish your entry! Looking forward for your result/s!!
Varda ☆: Finex_varda_x on April 28th, 2010 06:18 am (UTC)
*Sends cyberhugs* I still have no idea what I want to do with my life, or what I want to achieve. But that's okay, I think the main thing is liking what you are doing.

Hope you feel better soon, there's nothing like being ill for a little introspection
delta_mai: Express Yourselfdelta_mai on April 28th, 2010 10:46 pm (UTC)

I so feel for you hun. I'm really feeling that with my A2s. But with me I can't wait to get to uni - I feel like that's when my life will begin! So the only advice I can give, as someone who can't wait, is to enjoy the fact that you can study on your own terms and that you're at the place that almost everyone says was the place they had the most fun!


You know, when you feel better. Get well soon, hun!