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02 November 2011 @ 04:04 pm
Why I'm so social awkward??  
You can skip this RL rambles if you choose to.

I have no idea what I'm doing most of the time. If I'm social awkward on LJ, you can picture how that must be in RL. True is, in RL, I usually have my friends to back me up: as in, my friend's are either people I've known for over a decade (and that's not much weirdness we can hide from them at this point) or friend's friends who end up being kind of my friends too. That's the ones that have been around more often AND the ones I feel more awkward about. (come to think of it, my network on LJ isn't that much different...)

I'm fighting this though. Just going out for a coffee with a new friend who I haven't manage to scare yet by being geeky and weirdly hyper. Because he actually called to ask if I was doing anything! My first instinct was LIE!LIE! STAY HOME AND FINISH WATCHING THE BIG BANG THEORY! But my psychologist will be proud that I'm going... So yay me! =P

Also, that's how I am at work. Overheard my bosses talking the other day about me, and my future in the company. I know I've been trying to climb those steps (and I'm getting pretty good at making myself look normal at work place I should think about acting as a tertiary career), but I really don't know what I'm doing there either... I just know I'm doing... something... =P
queer_theory on November 2nd, 2011 07:51 pm (UTC)
*hugs* I have nothing helpful to say to this besides... I think you're awesome. Like, totally completely awesome.
Sue: Dawson's Creek - Pacey/Andie 'reluctantjyusan on November 2nd, 2011 08:12 pm (UTC)
I just know I'm doing... something...
Hah, that's more than enough sometimes. Doesn't matter if you don't know where are you going, just stay in motion. :)

*socially awkward h5*

I hope you'll have fun when you go out for coffee! :)
if i turn into another: glee | slushie | kurt mercedesnobodymove on November 2nd, 2011 11:21 pm (UTC)
Oh man, do I ever get the socially awkward thing. *squeezes*
wee_warrior on November 3rd, 2011 03:25 pm (UTC)
Ah, I hear you on social awkwardness... *highfives* My attempts at pretending usually go horribly awry and people think I'm even weirder than I actually am.
Erika: alone rononx_erikah_x on November 4th, 2011 02:37 pm (UTC)
I hear ya!!! Eu já fui obrigada a ir a algumas festas (por obrigação mesmo) e ODIEI cada segundo daquilo e não fazia idéia do que eu devia fazer lá dentro. Só conseguia pensar em quando eu podia ir embora sem fazer mais feio do que já estava.